Gift number 1565 is this poem by R. S. Thomas – called The Coming – which my Dad-in-law shared with me this week –
And God held in his hand
A small globe. Look, he said.
The son looked. Far off,
As through water, he saw
A scorched land of fierce
Colour. The light burned
There; crossed buildings
Cast their shadows: a bright
Serpent, a river
Uncoiled itself, radiant with slime.
On a bare
Hill a bare tree saddened
The sky. Many people
Held out their thin arms
To it; as though waiting
For a vanished April
To return to its crossed
Boughs. The son watched
Them. Let me go there, he said.
And then, another 42 gifts I’ve been counting:
1566 I’ve had an orchid for just over a week and I haven’t killed it yet
1567 Wearing a new skirt –
1568 And Scott saying, ‘You like a princess!’
1569 Cam’s questions about the universe and radiation and air rescue operations and diseases
1570 Tea at Teacher Karen’s house – what a privilege!
1571 Teacher Karen’s tortoise ambling – quietly – with purpose – across the lawn and transfixing the boys
1572 Beautiful kids’ play area – fountains for splashing –
1573 And jungle gyms –
1574 And green grass –
1575 And shade
1576 Gracious UNISA lecturer taking off the pressure for marking
1577 Day off for Shirl on her birthday –
1578 And seeing the baby room almost ready for their promised gift –
1579 And chatting on the lawn with Deeghuys red velvet cupcakes and Scott
1580 Gift shopping
1581 Going for a walk around the block with Scott –
1582 And seeing the first jacarandas of the season
1583 Scott’s teacher buying him a cupcake because he couldn’t find his cake sale money
1584 Tangible sense of God’s peace and presence in my car – praying – knowing he was strengthening me for a big day
1585 Speech written – tick
1586 Two WordSpace posts sent off – tick
1587 Cam: ‘Dad, my submarine needs stabilisation wings and torpedoes.’
1588 Amazing (like, life-changing, world-view-altering stuff) mentorship breakfast with Aunty Pam
1589 Cam, Jordan and Scott ramping trucks and fire engines over the mound of river sand on our driveway
1590 Little boy filth leaving traces of fun underfoot all over the house
1591 My mom’s patience with Meagan, Craig and Cam singing ridiculously loudly (and badly) in her car
1592 Kirsty’s decisive down-to-earthness ministering to a family immobilised by grief
1593 Neighbours’ wild party eventually petering out in the early hours
1594 The boys’ first silkworms –
1595 And five out of six still alive (Scott loved one to death)
1596 Cam’s advice (‘Mom you should straighten your hair before Aunty Elaine’s birthday tea.’) –
1597 And Cam brushing my hair –
1598 And saying, ‘Your hair looks like creamy cocoa.’
1599 A lovely Saturday morning birthday tea with kind, beautiful, chilled-out friends
1600 Scott skipping his afternoon snooze and falling asleep as his head hits his 7 o’clock pillow
1601 A long newsy email from Dave Ball –
1602 And the exotic surrealism of his maritime adventures
1603 Cam: ‘Mom, why do you always buy mechanic bananas?’ (organic)
1604 More freelance work to pay for Christmas presents
1605 Murray’s gentle, phlegmatic way of presenting God’s truth
1606 Scott getting the giggles
1607 Breeze through study windows